Vision 2012

Hmmm.. how about the following?

  • Formal training in culinary-skills
  • Be a can-cook-all-cuisines-well chef
  • Open my own version of Gwyn’s Bristro
  • Start my own company
  • Write a travelogue
  • Visit Europe
  • Travel the Arctic Circle
  • Stay for a night at the boat-loadgings on a frozen-lake at Stockholm
  • Understand Molecular-Gastronomy
  • Buy a BMW cruiser and SAN-STORM
  • Learn Salsa
  • Build my own library of books and DVDs, and stack them methodically
  • Sky-dive
  • Visit EGYPT and scuba-dive in the Red-sea
  • Travel across Sahara
  • Get a Phd. in Computer Security
  • Learn at least two European languages

Wondering

I wonder how many days has it been since I wondered about anything? Have I become so busy, that I do not have time for myself, my thoughts? How many times am I myself? Truly myself? With no inhibitions, no facades, no lies, no compromises? How many times do I compromise? Why do I compromise everytime, and in everything?

I wonder… perhaps…

I fail to realise that the inhibited, multi-faceted, lying, compromising self is the real me? I wonder if I have been myself all the while.